Warmth. I had a similar experience a few days back. Woke up early morning wrote for about 4 hours non stop. Until i felt out of breath.
It felt like a long long time underwater on a si gle breath,a free dive.
Somewhere a lot of life now feels like growing the lung capacity and emotional stamina to go in there and stay there longer.
See clearer, grow lighter. For myself. And for the collective.
I was sharing with a friend, that resuming house chores after that writing, I felt so grateful that I can inhabit this present with all its to do lists and chores and creatures and duties and learning and practices and teachers and friends.
Thank you. There are so very many similarities to my own childhood!
People often talk about fight or flight, or maybe play dead. But in childhood, none of those options were available. Hyper-vigilant! Indeed. It left me with the feeling there was no escape, that it would eventually kill me; so all I could do was constantly scan the people and the landscape in order to anticipate and avoid it just a little longer.
Did you know, there is a homeopathic remedy said to be suitable for childhood trauma no-options, hyper-vigilant : Falco Perigrinus. The (ultimately) self-imprisoned falcon, with the sharpest vision.
I've felt that, I've had some similarities
Warmth. I had a similar experience a few days back. Woke up early morning wrote for about 4 hours non stop. Until i felt out of breath.
It felt like a long long time underwater on a si gle breath,a free dive.
Somewhere a lot of life now feels like growing the lung capacity and emotional stamina to go in there and stay there longer.
See clearer, grow lighter. For myself. And for the collective.
I was sharing with a friend, that resuming house chores after that writing, I felt so grateful that I can inhabit this present with all its to do lists and chores and creatures and duties and learning and practices and teachers and friends.
felt that it was all ok.
I hear you sweetheart
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Thank you. There are so very many similarities to my own childhood!
People often talk about fight or flight, or maybe play dead. But in childhood, none of those options were available. Hyper-vigilant! Indeed. It left me with the feeling there was no escape, that it would eventually kill me; so all I could do was constantly scan the people and the landscape in order to anticipate and avoid it just a little longer.
Did you know, there is a homeopathic remedy said to be suitable for childhood trauma no-options, hyper-vigilant : Falco Perigrinus. The (ultimately) self-imprisoned falcon, with the sharpest vision.
thanks for sharing and relating 🙏
Beautiful piece! So relatable. It's all confusing and joyful at the same time ❤️
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We have to go through so many stages of understanding to get there…but there is really no other place that will take us all home…
We are moving through these stages faster together now…what a time to be here.
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